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THE 37TH - INTERVIEW CJ AND ABIGAIL MAC

Captain Jack interviews Abigail Mac

Abigail is an absolute stunner who had been around for about 2 years. She is up for Best All Girl Performer for both XBiz and AVN and both nominations are well deserving! I’ve been trying to interview Abigail for awhile now and I just so happened to talk to her 2 hours after I received an e-mail from Digital Playground announcing some big news for her. We start out the interview talking about the next big step in her career and we discuss all-things porn!




Captain Jack: I just received an email about 2 hours ago from Digital Playground telling me that you shot your first boy/girl scene. Tell me about it.


Abigail Mac: If I did a boy/girl scene, I wanted to do it for Digital. We worked out all the details and I gave them a couple of people that I wanted to work with and it all came together. We also had this concept, it was like an “Eyes Wide Shut” concept, which was really, really cool, I thought. It was a night shoot outside, very sexy, edgy, kind of rapy, pretty awesome, I loved it.


CJ: Did you say rapy?


Abigail: Yes, because like the movie “Eyes Wide Shut”, there was a secret sex society and I was the girl who offered herself up as tribute.


CJ: How long have you been in the industry now?


Abigail: About 2 years, a little bit shy of that.


CJ: You’ve waited that long, was there a reason for the wait? Be it a boyfriend or you just weren’t ready?


Abigail: My career is my career. I don’t care if it’s a boyfriend, girlfriend or family member, no one controls anything about my life or what I do. No one controls my life or what I do, not my agent, not anyone. I control everything and every single decision and I’ll tell you why. I did girl/girl because I’m making so much money doing that so I didn’t need to do boy/girl. I’ve been offered contracts and this and that and if I’m not making more doing boy/girl, then what’s the point? Also, in this industry, most girls are in it for a year or two and then they’re gone. I absolutely love what I do therefore I want to be in as long as possible. I’ve been in the industry for almost two years just doing girl/girl, now I can do boy/girl for as long as possible. Then I can do something else like boy/boy/girl or boy/girl/girl. I just want to extend this as long as possible. Yes, I do love what I do but I’m also a businesswoman. I also have to pay my bills, I have to support myself, I have to think about my future.

I love my fans and if it wasn’t for my fans I wouldn’t be able to do what I do. They are so supportive. I get on Twitter every day and they put a little pep in my step. They tell me they love what I do and I’m awesome and it makes me feel so good. I’m never going to do anything that I’m not comfortable with. The most powerful word in this industry is ‘no’. There is nothing wrong with saying no because at the end of the day, you’re going to have to live with yourself. I’m never going to do anything that I’m not comfortable with because 1) I don’t want it affecting my mental state; 2) Everything that I do, I want it to be amazing. If I’m not enjoying it, you’ll be able to see it on camera and I don’t want to put that content out there.




CJ: Besides the obvious differences, what’s the main difference between shooting boy/girl and girl/girl?


Abigail: The big difference is boy/girl goes a little bit more faster. It’s easier to do things because girl/girl can tend to be boring. You tend to have to play it up or think of crazy positions. Girl/girl, there’s missionary and it’s pretty basic so you have to think of these crazy positions to keep it interesting and to rev it up. Maybe be a little more dominant or more hard core, you have to make it so something’s going on. When you have a dick in the scene, you can see exactly what’s going on so it’s easier to portray.


CJ: That surprises me, I thought girl/girl would be easier because there’s only a couple positions you can do but I understand what you’re saying.


Abigail: There is a couple positions you can do but girl/girl, you can do any position you want. There’s pile driver, there’s a flip over, holding someone up….A lot of people prefer boy/girl over girl/girl so when you’re a girl/girl performer, you do anything you can think of to make it more interesting or more unique so that people will like it. So it’s actually much harder.


CJ: You said ‘if you did a boy/girl scene’, are you going to continue to do them?


Abigail: Yes I’ll continue to do it. I’m going to start really slow and see how I feel about it. Like I said, my first scene was so awesome and I was so happy in how it turned out so I’m going to keep doing them. I’m not going to work tons, just once in awhile. Make sure that I’m taking care of my body and not overworking myself.


CJ: So tell me about Abigail Mac. Some background information.


Abigail: I was born in Columbia, MD. I had a pretty standard life growing up. Just a normal kid with a normal school; normal everything. I was in a lot of different activities. Growing up, I was in basketball, soccer, volleyball, softball, cheerleading, theatre…I was always really busy. I also worked part-time starting at 16. I was never at home, I was always busy. Then, when I graduated high school, I really calmed down. I chilled out for awhile, I was in Montana at the time and a girlfriend of mine was living in Oregon and she needed a roommate. She was going to the University of Oregon and I thought, ‘why not?’ It was something different and I fell in love with the state. I moved to a couple different cities. I was taking a couple of classes and was also waitressing part-time. And I got offered a photo shoot down in LA. I was also doing webcamming on the side and I loved the shoot. It was a softcore thing and about 6 months later, I moved to LA and got into porn.


CJ: When you got invited to do the photo shoot, was it from someone who saw you waitressing or someone who spotted you on webcam?


Abigail: I was doing webcam part-time and I also had a Model Mayhem profile. In Oregon, you don’t do porn. It’s more editorial stuff. Nike’ has a big presence up there, there’s a lot of nature photography and that’s when someone spotted a picture of me and offered me the shoot.


CJ: 6 months later, you got into porn. Did you have to think about it for 6 months or what was the process?


Abigail: I had a lease and I loved my apartment and Portland so it was hard for me to leave. I love the city so much, it’s the best place I’ve been to in my entire life. The agriculture is amazing, the people are amazing…it’s a real community vibe. You don’t even have to go to the grocery story there. You can go to the Farmer’s Market every single day of the week. I rode my bike a lot, everyone rides their bike there. I was giving the city my farewell because I was traveling to LA every month or every couple of months to do shoots just to keep contact. Then I finally made the move.




CJ: How old are you?


Abigal: I’m 26.


CJ: You’re a knockout, when did you lose your virginity?


Abigail: I lost my virginity when I was 17. I dated the same person the entire time I was in high school. He’s the person I moved in with after I graduated. I lost my virginity to him. I was with him from 8th grade until a year after high school graduation.


CJ: Were you promiscuous after that?


Abigail: I wasn’t promiscuous at all. He was the only person I had sex with until I was 18 or 19. I was in love! (laughs) After we broke up, I never had a one-night stand. I’ve never been that type of person. For me, it’s all about connection and emotion. I need to be in a long-term relationship with someone. I went to college and I think I slept with 3 or 4 other people and I was in relationships with all of them.


CJ: When was the first time you were with a girl?


Abigail: I remember when I was in elementary school, I had a girlfriend and we would talk to each other about sex and dry hump each other’s leg and stuff. I don’t know if a lot of girls do that but I remember we would be in a tent in the backyard and dry hump each other. We thought it was really cool but I don’t know if that was normal or not. (laughs) All throughout high school, I would go to parties and have some drinks and make out with all my girlfriends. Not guys, just girls. And in college, I started experimenting a little bit more when I got older.


CJ: Does your family know what you do?


Abigail My dad knows what I do. I’m pretty sure my mom does too but I’m not close with my mom. My dad’s fine. I’m really close to him. We talk all the time and he’s very supportive. He knows it makes me happy. As long as I’m ok and not hurting anyone else, he says I can do whatever I want to do, it’s my life.


CJ: I’ve talked to more than a few girls and to a person, the girls mention that you have beautiful, perfect breasts. What size are they?


Abigal: My boobs are 34D.


CJ: Are they natural?


Abigail: (laughs) No they’re not.


CJ: I wasn’t sure, so I thought I’d ask.


Abigail: A lot of people don’t know. When I got them, I was 19, I told my doctor I wanted them to look as natural as possible. I didn’t want those big porn tits. I got them before porn or even thinking about it so I didn’t want other people to know they were fake.


CJ: What were they before?


Abigail: They were a large B before. Then I gained a little bit of weight in college and they were a small C.


CJ: So what was your first scene like? You weren’t really sexually experienced and it’s different with all these cameras around watching you go at it.


Abigail: The first scene I ever did was a 3-girl scene with a strap-on. I thought, ‘OK, they’re really throwing me right into it!’ It was really natural. I’m not the type of person who goes into porn and wants to play everything up. How I go about it is I get into my scene and do what I want. I’m going to do things that I want to do and what makes me feel good and makes the other person feel good. I want everyone to have the best experience possible. It’s sex so everyone should have a very good time. The first time, I didn’t even notice the camera was there. Which was probably a bad thing because I wasn’t opening up but you learn about that after awhile. It was actually really easy. I didn’t feel weird. I wasn’t nervous or anything. I felt that it was perfect and I should do this for awhile because I liked it.


CJ: After seeing as much porn as I do, I love it when two people are into it. Even if you don’t always open up, I like seeing the passion of the performers.


Abigail: I’d rather a director yell at me things like ‘Open up your right leg’ or ‘ Show your face!’ or something like that rather than him telling me to bring up the energy or to get more into it. I’ve never had a director say that to me. I bring my A game every single time. I’m a young girl, I have sexual desires, I’m horny…girls know what makes other girls cum. We know a woman’s body…we know how to take care of it, I think.


CJ: There’s a lot of girls in porn that are gay-for-pay, how do you handle something like that?


Abigail: I’ve only had that happen a few times. I’ve been really, really lucky the people who pick me are very particular. I’ve been on a site that won’t hire girls who aren’t into girls. So when I am paired up with one, I’m just extra dominant. I’m really vocal as well so I’ll tell a girl what I want her to do. If I say it, they’re probably going to do jit. I’ll even grab the back of a girl’s head and shove her into my vagina. (laughs) If you treat a girl who’s not lesbian or bisexual more like a man, she’ll be more into it.


CJ: Do you have any favorite scenes?


Abigail: Oh my goodness. I think I’ve shot over 100 scenes. I guess I’ve been a little jaded because after doing so many scenes, you start to become bored if they’re not crazy. I’ve been getting into a lot more BDSM or rough scenes. I did a scene with Romi Rain where she made me deep throat her foot and slapped me around and almost made me blackout by choking me in water and I thought that was really intense and cool. Anything that pushes boundaries. I also did just a scene with Leya Falcon where I basically beat the shit out of her and I thought that was really interesting. Things that I haven’t done before, I like stuff like that.


CJ: One of my favorites was in Yoga Girls 2. You and Veruca James just tore each other up!

Abigail: That was a great scene. Veruca is just an absolutely amazing performer. She is one of the best performers I ever worked with. She’s totally into it. She really loves girls. She really loves sex. We clicked really well. I have a movie for Zero Tolerance coming out, There’s Only One Abigail Mac, and I requested her for it. It should be coming out really soon.


CJ: What do you like sexually? What gets Abigail wet?


Abigail: It all depends on my mood. It’s different every day. When I’m with someone who’s really into me and not performing for the camera, that turns me on. If someone whispers something to me, not loud enough for the camera to pick it up, but just to me, something really dirty, I’m like ‘Wow, this is really hot!’ If people are really into me and really trying to fuck me , that’s what gets me off.


CJ: When performing with a woman, do you prefer it to be just the two of you or do you like toys?


Abigail: I’m not a toy fan. There is a reason. Toys are made are out of pretty rigid materials and my vagina is very sensitive. If it’s a weird plastic, it can burn my vagina or if it’s really rigid, it makes it hurt. If I want to put something in my pussy, it’ll be a dick. Nothing chemically wrong is going to happen and it’s pliable. Hard plastic or hard glass that can really hurt you. I know that people prefer toys but I prefer a girl use her tongues or fingers. If I want anything in my vagina, I’d rather it be a penis.




CJ: How often do you masturbate?


Abigail: I actually haven’t masturbated in a really long time because I’ve been working so much. It’s not like I haven’t tried a quckie.  (laughs) I’ve only had a couple days off in the last couple of weeks. However, if I have a dry spell, it’s probably 2 or 3 times a week. Not really crazy.


CJ: Favorite method? Hands? Toys? Hitachi?


Abigail: I have a little g-vibe which is a little vibrator that can wrap around one of your fingers and it offers clitoral stimulation. I’m not a huge fan of masturbation, I’d rather fuck somebody.


CJ: What’s your ultimate sexual fantasy and do you want to live it out on camera?


Abigail: That’s the hardest question ever probably because I’ve lived out so many fantasies already. For me, sex isn’t about a fantasy, it’s about a connection. I want someone to surprise me like no one else has before. If you surprise me that’s my fantasy because it takes a lot to surprise me because I’ve been in so many sexual situations. I’ve done a lot of crazy stuff so if you can surprise me and do something different then, yes, that’s my fantasy. (laughs)


CJ: I know you just did a girl/girl anal, do you think eventually you might do boy/girl anal


Abigail: I have an all-girl anal movie coming out. There’s going to be 5 scenes, 4 of them I do anal and the other one I do anal to another girl. Small toys are a big difference than a big cock. (laughs) And girls are very careful with you and guys aren’t going to be. Some people can do crazy anal with no problems but, for me, I have to prepare a week ahead. I have to stretch it out and everything else because I’m a little person. I’m never going to say ‘never’ but ‘maybe’, we’ll see.


CJ: What have you learned about yourself sexually since joining porn?


Abigail: I think I’ve learned that I’m extremely dominant in bed. I like to be in control. (laughs) I’ve learned that a lot of things that I thought were gross before, do not gross me out at all. I like dirty feet, I like it when people are stinky, I like sweat, spit, all of that. I’ve gotten a lot more open and developed a lot more kinks.


CJ: What are you like off-camera? What are your hobbies and interests?


Abigail: I’m really, really boring. (laughs) I love to make food, I love to ride my bike. I like to go out to the park in the sunshine. I love working out, that’s pretty much my favorite thing to do. I like going to the beach, I like hanging out with my friends and developing relationships with people. I like meeting new people. I like cleaning my house and hanging out. (laughs)


CJ: What kind of music do you like?


Abigail: I like a lot of electronic music lately. I like old classic rock, r&b, soft hip hop. I really like a sexual vibe, like a transcendental vibe type music. I’m really into that right now too.


CJ: What’s your favorite movie?


Abigail: I like Grandma’s Boy, Super Troopers…I like really dumb, mindless movies. I like thrillers too but Grandma’s Boy is my all-time favorite right now.


CJ: What’s your favorite TV shows?


Abigail When Dexter was on, I was really into that. I really like Hannibal and I was watching Sleepy Hollow but it’s becoming too fantasy for me. I like psychological thrillers and those type of shows.


CJ: What does the future hold? Where do you see yourself in 5 years?


Abigail: I’m hoping to still be in the industry, maybe doing some camerawork or photography. Maybe doing both in front of the camera and behind it. Same thing, just more in depth.


CJ: Any upcoming scenes that your fans can look forward to?


Abigail: The Zero Tolerance one, There’s Only One Abigal Mac. The all-girl anal movie by Girlsway. I put out new scenes all the time on my website, www.abigailmac.com


CJ: And how can the fans get ahold of you?


Abigail: On Twitter and Instagram, I’m @MsAbigailMac. And also my website, www.abigailmac.com



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